leaving myself in ceres park

underneath the bridge
water sounds bouncing
trucks rolling vs. minivans
my handwriting is very loose right now
no more self awareness in poems
(a break from car noises)
i

oh there is no i
the tree said "why?"
to the other tree listening passionately
why do i have to live next to this noise?
because you love it
you
oh there is no you
"ask the rust"

i caught the rust asleep
oh there is no i
architecture
not i said the architecture
with no bullets
ask the rust what it can do for you
oh there is no you
there is only speech and the creek