whats out of my league

floating in a bubble bouncing around

singing unintelligibly in salty water

burned in the chill of an ocean

sung tongues to the sea

Its warm outside/ and everyone is interested /on an ocean or a stream

the trees are green/ the air is clean/ for an airborne predator

the sharpest of eyes/the wind beneath your wings/ looking for some company

the sharpest of claws/ with the feathers on broads that tell no lies

do we want to exist

will you want to exist

thrown into the future

we’re barking from pollen

and just like the cords, electric lines, and endless energy

the speed of the brain is getting faster

the fourth storm

His car died last night out in the cold

His car froze to death on the fourth storm

untitled

the reason I don't talk to you
is not because I don't want to talk to you
sometimes I think "I should get a prescription to xanax"
but then I think of the people I know who take it
and I don't want to be like them

the dreamcatcher manufacturing industry

met Scooby at a house-party

she told me she walked to the party from someplace like Virginia or something

she was an alternative girl

she told me her parents were really strict or fundamentalists or something

she told me she wanted to drink and smoke all that she could drink/smoke now that she was away from her parents

I told her that was not a good idea

she was 18 years old

she asked me for a cigarette and I didn’t have any more

so I gave her my cigarette, she smoked it and gave it back

she wouldn’t tell me her name

she said it was just scoob

the atom

he’s small

but he’s strong

via [readwritethink]

we had a party
I got drunk then I got hungry 
I cooked and made a mess 
I left the dishes dirty then I got drunk again then I got hungry
I cooked and made a mess and left the dishes dirty 
we had a party again 

I got drunk 

then I got hungry 

I cooked and made a mess 

I left the dishes dirty

then I got drunk again 

then I got hungry 

I cooked and made a mess 

I left the dishes dirty 

we had a party again 

I got drunk

then I got hungry 

I cooked and made a mess 

I left the dishes dirty 

then I got drunk again 

then I got hungry 

I cooked and made a mess 

I left the dishes dirty 

we had a party again

praise vs. blame

deweted

Everything is Free Nothing is Real Presents: The Melon & The Melody

The Melon & The Melody


i'm writing it on post it notes

metaphorically speaking.

would like to go to a post-it party where no one talks;

they just write what they wanna say and post-it on themselves.

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I don’t trust smart people

I don’t know what they know

But I can trust a lot of people

Because I know what they know

in blogger afterlife with clouds and sky

a selection from poems for alts

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information is love

Dopamine queen

Caught dancing in the field

Pheremine green

My hope is in the wheel

Satellite lean shot

Sorry Imma spill

Pearly white screen

My hope is in the real

Cellophane brain

Like I know just what to say

Seventeen beauty queens

Curled up by the rain

Every shade of blue

Like I know just what’s the truth

Every way to you

Like I know just what to do

Halfway home telephone

Just numbers on a wheel

All alone monotone

Like I know just what to feel

Everything you do

Like I know just what’s the truth

Every part of you

Like I know just what to do

My hope is in the wheel

Like I know just what to do

My hope is in the real

Like I know just what to feel

I am

If there’s an end and a beginning
What’s outside those two words?

[two words]

If everything is contained in two words
Am I contained in two words?

me, my, and I

shit

two dreams and a story

Once I had a dream three hummingbirds got into my apartment
Through an open window and I couldn’t get them out
I awoke in terror as one flew into my neck

Once I had a dream that there was a curse in the doorway
If my body wasn’t symmetrical or entered at the wrong time
Something terrible would happen

Once I got stung on the neck by a yellow jacket waiting in line to buy a cup of coffee
I felt something crawling and tried to brush it off
Its stinger pumped poison into my blood as I walked to class

Sonnet by Richard Brautigan

the ghost of

The sun does not cooperate

Once I was not a man
I was a body of water
Strayed from the watering can
And hid from the clouds
and dark skies

In a land full of lies
I'll stay inside
Then I forgot to participate
And every atom separate

I slowly did evaporate
From an ocean,
To a puddle,
To a slice of dry space

Never refilled by a pretty face
I wanted to cooperate
But the sun does not cooperate

Porcupines can give hugs too

Porcupines can give hugs too
From the top of this room
I’m at the top of this room
I can’t believe the view
You do what you do
When others are confused
Never needed love
Cause love was always you
Extended your slender hand
To only who you choose
Opened your eyes too wide
Then narrowed your view

Should have been riding this wave

Here Come the Warm Jets

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a selection from a 200 plain sheet writing tablet

somewhere off the coast of New Jersey
theres a plane going down
it's engine is burning
hopefully it gets right over my house
so it can crash through my roof
and into my room
because I'm the pilot
and in distress I never called mayday
one day I'm gonna get what I deserve

listening to music for airports the morning after meeting someone you will love

i could float here forever
you couldn't be better
we'll be together
i couldn't be better

For my birthday party show, I want Duane Allman and Lowell George in my band and I'll be the bassist. As an opening act, Miley Cyrus will appear with Notorious B.I.G. to perform the "party and bullshit" remix of party in the USA and then she will be asked to leave.

if more people were patiently waiting for an album to leak or finish downloading there would be less crime.

everything is free, nothing is real

to share or to steal everything is free nothing is real to make them pay or give it away paid in cash for a piece of trash to create or to destroy whats worth whats joy

three diamonds

polished diamonds
know their beauty
they use it
they abuse it
but can never lose it

rough diamonds
ponder their beauty
they use it
they choose it
but can never lose it

rare diamonds
don't know their beauty
they don't use it
they don't choose it
but can never lose it

headphone army
nothings alarming
my head hurts
heavy harming

whether we know it or not
we show what we got
whether we show it or not
we know what we got

better smile if your happy
never lie when your sad
better tell her your good
heather eyes your bad

move to make me money
move to make me money
used to love me honey
you're cold
i'm sunny