stream of consciousness

The following was transcribed from a dirty piece of paper that I found on the floor of my truck. It was originally hand-written on a rainy day while watching an adult program on HBO in a yellow notebook at the house I used to live in.

there is toilet paper hanging from the ceiling fan
I just brought up, and lit my candle
they just don't get it, or maybe I don't get it
All of these fetishes, what about sex? just sex
Is it not good enough? really? weird
slapping each other and wearing diapers
A Hawaiian with a sweet arm tattoo, lesbian
Feminist fucking machine   art gallery
"It took about 20 anal scenes to get the gallery
open"
Yeah fucking right!
"Amazing orgasms"
The rain is falling as I watch this fucked up
show about people and their strange
compulsions
they look like tigers, lesbian tigers
"for me art + sex have always been close together"
"for me art + beer have always been close together"
"for me art + drugs have always been close together"
And the sound of our overflowing gutters
mixed with the announcer on television
say "dildos"
vegetables
cellphone as a sex toy
"that does feel good"
To Recap: hollowed out cum cucumber
headache in the top of my head
"I had a late night last night so,"
I lit my black cherry candle and took
2 drags off a cigarette and then
I thought "my head hurts and I have
to take a piss
"It's really coming down out there
I don't like it"
phone sex
and as I took a piss I looked at the clorox
bathroom cleaner
stankbeetle
stop making those puke sounds
"Stink beetles revenge"
"where'd you put those fingers tonight?"
"stink beetle's ass"
I went to sleep a couple hours ago
My black cherry candle is burning
this pen is selling this college
paying for fucking HBO, turn it off
over the air
"it's not?"
"very sexy cheerleaders"
"hello howard"
"I feel very lucky"
"Hi Howard"
"You know you make me hard"
This is the most profitable prank
phone call ever
"oh yea" porn star rhetoric
my stomach is angry at the world
"I'm ready"
Unreal
headache in the top of my head
it hurts to move
I took a nap
and you woke me up
so...