cynical potion

you're not allowed to jumble on what to do
if your brain will always grow shitty poems
for the rest your life and no one will know
about how you felt a little better

you felt a little better after writing that
didn't you
that's about all the good it'll do
so enjoy it
enjoy the brief sensation
and then go back to how you felt before

you drank cynical potion last night
while you were blacked out
i tried to stop you

don't ever tell me you're not good enough
or that it's not fair

because it is fair
and that's why your sad

because it's fair
you don't even understand what you"re saying
stop it

put that down now
and never think about me ever again