struggling to make it into the clean
duck diving with greater
 frequency than any
duck i have ever seen

i am too weak, she has me beat no!
charge into the destruction!
almost there! almost free!
i am almost drowned!

my face meets a glassy face
as i take my place in the sea

If I could just play instruments forever,
I would be happy.

If I could feel the bass, guitar, drums, vocals, keys, flutes, trumpets, trombones, tubas, saxes, clarinets, oboes, French horn, xylophone, bells, gong, cymbals, sitars, banjos, mandolins, violins, violas, jaw harps, spoons, harmonicas, melodicas, harmonicals, brass, woodwind, percussion,  cow bell, conga, bongo, tambourine, scream, cry, moan, weep, belt, falsetto, grunt, and squeal,
all at the same time,
I would be happy.

If I could be completely honest with myself and everyone around me,
I would be happy.

my soul is stored in my scent like swimming pools

my soul is stored in my scent like swimming pools