Monday, November 23, 2009

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information is love

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Dopamine queen
Caught dancing in the field
Pheremine green
My hope is in the wheel

Satellite lean shot
Sorry Imma spill
Pearly white screen
My hope is in the real

Cellophane brain
Like I know just what to say
Seventeen beauty queens
Curled up by the rain

Every shade of blue
Like I know just what’s the truth
Every way to you
Like I know just what to do

Halfway home telephone
Just numbers on a wheel
All alone monotone
Like I know just what to feel

Everything you do
Like I know just what’s the truth
Every part of you
Like I know just what to do

My hope is in the wheel
Like I know just what to do
My hope is in the real
Like I know just what to feel

I am

If there’s an end and a beginning
What’s outside those two words?

[two words]

If everything is contained in two words
Am I contained in two words?

me, my, and I

shit

Friday, November 20, 2009

two dreams and a story

Once I had a dream three hummingbirds got into my apartment
Through an open window and I couldn’t get them out
I awoke in terror as one flew into my neck

Once I had a dream that there was a curse in the doorway
If my body wasn’t symmetrical or entered at the wrong time
Something terrible would happen

Once I got stung on the neck by a yellow jacket waiting in line to buy a cup of coffee
I felt something crawling and tried to brush it off
Its stinger pumped poison into my blood as I walked to class

Monday, November 9, 2009

Sunday, November 8, 2009

The sun does not cooperate

Once I was not a man
I was a body of water
Strayed from the watering can
And hid from the clouds
and dark skies

In a land full of lies
I'll stay inside
Then I forgot to participate
And every atom separate

I slowly did evaporate
From an ocean,
To a puddle,
To a slice of dry space

Never refilled by a pretty face
I wanted to cooperate
But the sun does not cooperate

Porcupines can give hugs too

Porcupines can give hugs too
From the top of this room
I’m at the top of this room
I can’t believe the view
You do what you do
When others are confused
Never needed love
Cause love was always you
Extended your slender hand
To only who you choose
Opened your eyes too wide
Then narrowed your view

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

a selection from a 200 plain sheet writing tablet

somewhere off the coast of New Jersey
theres a plane going down
it's engine is burning
hopefully it gets right over my house
so it can crash through my roof
and into my room
because I'm the pilot
and in distress I never called mayday
one day I'm gonna get what I deserve